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Demo 2011

by Haldol

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1.
In search of a life of passion I was pulled deep in the trenches Between fierce anger and mystic romance— so lost in the grips of their clenches, Pillars of unfaltering heat kept me warm enough in the dark To swim back and forth to both spectrum ends of this farce; Songs of retribution against oppressive hands Still do not validate an individual stance; Yet utopian happiness is a carrot on a stick, And valueless to the good life it contradicts. A simple blockade: lack of self discipline, Revolution without revolution; Hedonism only births banality— Nothing of distinction.
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Morning Sun 02:51
Primitive urges of passion deprive us of control, In the ecstatic moments we ignore what they stole; The light caught your skin— it made my image whole. Cigarette smoke met the rays from the windows as you exhaled. The morning sun left our skin overexposed and pale. You closed the blinds to ignore the threats That the sun made to burn the bed. Bathed in each other's sweat as the newborn darkness drew shadows Upon your body— the sun could not share— it could not know. You closed the blinds to ignore the threats That the sun made to burn the bed.
3.
The pale blue screen shone against your body As you ached— you groaned in the sensation, For pain and fear, engulfed in desperation. I'll stay near so you feel the warmth And not freeze to death.
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To be of use Is what I'm worth— An honest attempt To maintain her affection; Dog so willing to please, I'll make our bed So full of comfort To fit another's satisfaction. If you were God I could be your Abraxas to bridge you with your Devil, And my hysteria will make you well— a Purgatory for your Hell, With your newfound strength you will be prepared— Abandon this location; strip it bare. A transition for your deadlock. Martyrdom without the stench of death: A spectre won't rot in your bed, I'll become an abstraction And hold you by proxy.
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I spoke with a priest about the holes in his hands Which he had gotten from prayer. And how holiness has made him bleed on everything he touches Leaving his blessed in terror. He longs to understand humanity in his holy castle, Diligent in praise; Fortified from the world, receiving horrifying wounds That disturbs his congregations gaze. So many holy men take numerous paths to hide from their species; Maybe God is hiding, too, in cathedrals or mountains To only exist in mystery, Pondering human condition far from humanity In microscopic studying, Stepping back so far, human life becomes like an impressionist painting; Like Father, like son.
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Among bourgeois and alternates— The boredom tinges all lifestyle incarnates, Rebellion without substance— Replace repression with angry ignorance; Long live Liberty! Long live drunkeness! Help me out of this subcultural blindness. Books collected dust while slogans wore out their voices And printed themselves on stickers and shirts— and made themselves foundations, A sneer for the intellectual while the finger on the trigger's too tight, For "revolutionary elite" and sardonic celebrations; Embrace the anger— ignore education. Revolution not bohemian evasion.

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First demo cassette.

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released September 25, 2011

Geoff Smith- guitar, bass, vocals/lyrics
Joey Cantrell- drums

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Haldol Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Current members:
Aaron M- drums
Geoff S- guitar, vocals
Andrew C- bass

Past members:
Tiff Cheng
Matt Martin
Joey Cantrell
Ryan Saito
Trey Stallings
Sean Flint
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